If someone interested. Conscript army is finally find me. And I 1000% that I'm not not suitable for this.

But all this paper work and medical stuff is killing me. Too nervous shit, my fellas.

I heard the trigger warnings before listening mature songs and it made ma thought about emotional sensivity and art.

I never thought about MY triggers but I seen my wife got triggered and it was like she seen some themes in complex and it made her really mad and emotional.

Maybe it works different with me, but sometimes when I hear the music with messy themes about my sensitives in soul i want to draw more, better, faster. I'm doing this arts with aggression, madness on dark head. And it's not about vents. I can aggressively draw cute puppies BUT WITH BUG DISGUST TO THE WORLD OR MYSELF.

This thought made me notice how I'm starting doing this for purpose to make MORE BETTER AND FASTER.

I'm not talking so much with another artists but I'm interested do others use this?

Does it works on musicians? Does it makes music - a mother of other art types?

My friend said the most important think to me, when I drew my last artwork. "Mal, if you feel that you lost something on your art, just add some blood or sperm"

It really works!

And I made another version of this art just for experiment.

Do not thank me for that.

I wanted to draw Pyro, but I like to think that Shrignold burn everyone who don't accept his cult